ನನ್ನ ಬಾಲ್ಯದಲ್ಲಿ ಕನ್ನಡ ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆಗಳನು ಕೇಳುತಿದ ರೀತಿ ಇದು.

ವರ್ಷ: 1995

ಸ್ಥಳ : ಗುಂಡಿಬೈಲ್ ನಲ್ಲಿ ಇರುವ ದೊಡ್ಡನ ಮನೆ ( ಅಜ್ಜಿ ಮನೆ )

ಘಂಟೆ ಹನ್ನೆರಡಾಯಿತು. ಮನೆಯ ಹೆಂಗಸರೆಲ್ಲಾ ಅವಸರ ಮಾಡಲು ಶುರು ಮಾಡಿದರು. ಇನ್ನು ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಊಟ ಆಗಬೇಕು ನಂತರ ದೊಡ್ದವರದು. ಎರಡು ಪಂಕ್ತಿ ಎಬ್ಬಿಸುವಾಗ ಘಂಟೆ ಒಂದಾಗುತದೆ. ಒಂದು ಘಂಟೆಗೆ ಸರಿಯಾಗಿ ಆಕಾಶವಾಣಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಕನ್ನಡ ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆ ಪ್ರಸಾರವಗುತದೆ. ಹೆಂಗಸರಿಗೆಲ್ಲಾ ಅಷ್ಟರೊಳಗೆ ಕೆಲಸ ಮುಗಿಸಬೇಕು ಎಂಬ ಅವಸರ. 

  ಈ ಮಕ್ಕಳನ್ನು ಹುಡುಕಲಿಕ್ಕೆ ಅರ್ಧ ಘಂಟೆ ಬೇಕು. ಸ್ವಲ್ಪ ದೊಡ್ಡ ಹೆಣ್ಣು ಮಕ್ಕಳು ಉಪ್ಪರಿಗೆಯಲ್ಲೋ, ಪಡ್ಸಾಲೆಯಲ್ಲೋ  ಪಟ್ಟಾಂಗ ಹೊಡೆಯುತಿರಬಹುದು. ಚಿಕ್ಕ ಮಕ್ಕಳನ್ನು ಒಟ್ಟು ಮಾಡಿ ಬಟ್ಟಲ ಮುಂದೆ ಕೂರಿಸುವ ಜಾವಾಬ್ದಾರಿಯನ್ನು ಇವರಿಗೆ ವಹಿಸಿ ತಾವು ಬಡಿಸುವುದರಲ್ಲಿ ಮಗ್ನರಾದರು. ಗಂಡು  ಮಕ್ಕಳೆಲ್ಲ ಬೆಳ್ಳಗೆಯೇ ಒಂದು ಬಟ್ಟಲು ಗಂಜಿ ತಿಂದು ಕ್ರಿಕೆಟ್ ಆಡಲು ಹೋದವರ ಪತ್ತೆಯೇ ಇಲ್ಲ. ತೋಟದ ತೆಂಗಿನ ಮರದ ಸಾಲಿನ ಮಧ್ಯಧಲ್ಲೋ, ನಾರು ಬುಡೆದಿ( ಹೆಂಡತಿ ) ಕಂಡದಲ್ಲೋ( ಗದ್ದೆಯಲ್ಲೋ ) ಆಡುತಿರಬಹುದು. ಅಲ್ಲಿ ಇಲ್ಲವಾದರೆ ಸಂಜು ಕಂಡದಲ್ಲಿ( ಗದ್ದೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ) ಇರುವ ಮಾವಿನ ಮರಕ್ಕೆ ಕಲ್ಲು ಹೊಡೆಯುತಿರಬಹುದು. ಆ ಸಂಜು ನೋಡಿದರೆ ಸಂಜೆ ಬಂದು ಚೊರೆ ಮಾಡುತಾನೆ. ಈ ಹುಡಗರಿಗೆ ಯಾರು ತಾನೇ ಹೇಳುತಾರೆ. ಪಟ್ಲಂ( ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಸೈನ್ಯ ) ನಲ್ಲಿ ದೊಡ್ಡವಳಾದ ಆಶಾ  ಗಂಡು ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಗುಂಪನ್ನು ತೋಟದಲ್ಲಿ  ಹಿಡಿದು ಬಾವಿ ಕಟ್ಟೆಗೆ ತಂದು ನಿಲ್ಲಿಸಿದಳು. ಗದ್ದೆ , ತೋಟದ ಧೂಳೆಲ್ಲ ಈ ಮಕ್ಕಳು ಹೊತ್ತು ತಂದಿದ್ದಾರೆ. "ಜಾನೆನಿ, ಗೊಬ್ಬರೇ ಪೋಥ್ಣನ?, ಕಂಡ ಅದ್ಪರೆ ಪೋಥ್ಣನ ?" ( ಏನೋ, ಆಡಲಿಕೆ ಹೊಗಿದ? ಗದ್ದೆ ಕೆಲಸ ಮಾಡಲಿಕ್ಕೆ ಹೊಗಿದ? ) ಎಂದು ಪೆಪಿ( ದೊಡಮ್ಮ ) ಕೇಳಿದರು.  ಆ ಮಕ್ಕಳ ತಾಯಂದಿರು ಮಕ್ಕಳನು  ಪಂಪ್ ಕೆಳಗೆ ನಿಲ್ಲಿಸಿ ಪಂಪ್ ಶುರು ಮಾಡಿದರು. ಮಕ್ಕಳು ಪಂಪ್ ನಿಂದ ಬರುವ ನೀರಲಿ ಆಡಲು ಶುರು ಮಾಡಿದರು. ಆಗಲೇ ಹನ್ನೆರಡುವರೆ ಆಗಿದೆ. ಇನ್ನು ಅರ್ಧ ಗಂಟೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಆಕಾಶವಾಣಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆ ಶುರುವಾಗಿ ಬಿಡುತದೆ. ಈ ಮಕ್ಕಳಿಂದ ಒಂದು ದಿನವು ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆ ಕಾರ್ಯಕ್ರಮವನ್ನು ಪೂರ್ತಿ ಕೆಳಲಿಕೆ ಆಗೋಲ್ಲ. 

 ಮಕ್ಕಳು ಮಿಂದು ಬರುವ ಹೊತ್ತಿಗೆ ಚಾವಡಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಸಾಲಾಗಿ ಬಟ್ಟಲು ಇಟ್ಟು ಅನ್ನ ಬಡಿಸಿಯಾಗಿದೆ . ಬೇಸಿಗೆ ರಜೆ ಇದ್ದು ಪರವೂರ ಮಕ್ಕಳೆಲ್ಲ ಬಂದಿರುವುದರಂದ ಪಂಕ್ತಿ ಬೋಜನದಲ್ಲಿ ಚಾವಡಿ ಬರ್ತಿಯಾಗಿದೆ. ಅಳಿಯಂದಿರು ಇದ್ದರೆ ಪಂಕ್ತಿ ಜಗಲಿಗೆ ಇಳಿದು ಹೋಗುತದೆ. ಅಯ್ಯೋ, ಈ ಗಂಡು ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಗೌಜಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಹೆಣ್ಣು ಮಕ್ಕಳ ನೆನಪೆ ಇಲ್ಲ. ಇವರನು ಹುಡುಕುವುದು ತುಂಬಾ ಸುಲಬ. ಉಪ್ಪರಿಗೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಏನೋ ಆಟ (ಬಸ್ ಆಟ?) ಆಡುತಿರುತಾರೆ. ಅಂತು ಇಂತು  ಮಕ್ಕಳನ್ನು ಒಟ್ಟು ಮಾಡಿ ಪಂಕ್ತಿ ಶುರುವಾಯಿತು. ಗಂಜಿಗೆ ಮಾಡಿದ ಕೆಂಪು ಅನ್ನ ತಿನ್ನಲಿಕ್ಕೆ ಕೆಲವರು ಉಪದ್ರ ಮಾಡಿದರೆ ಇನ್ನು ಕೆಲವರು ದಿನ ಸೌತೆಯ( ಸೌತೆಯನು ಬೆಳೆದು ಜಗಲಿಯುದಕು ಕಟಿರುತಾರೆ. ಯಾವುದಾದರೂ ಸೌತೆ ಹಣ್ನಾದರೆ ಅಂದು ಅದೇ ಪದಾರ್ಥ ) ಪದಾರ್ಥ ಎಂದು ಚೊರೆ ಮಾಡಲಿಕೆ ಶುರು ಮಾಡಿದರು. ಮಾತು ಮಾತು ಮಾತು. ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಮಾತು, ನಗು ಒಂದು ಕಡೆಯಾದರೆ ಹೆಂಗಸರ ಪಟ್ಟಾಂಗ ಇನ್ನೊಂದೆಡೆ. ಈ ಗೌಜಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಮಕ್ಕಳು ಎಷ್ಟು ತಿಂದರೋ ಆ ದೇವರಿಗೆ ಗೊತ್ತು. ಕಮ್ಮಿ ತಿಂದ ಮಕ್ಕಳಿಗೆಲ್ಲ ನಾಲ್ಕು ಘಂಟೆ ಮುಂಚೆ ಏನು ಸಿಗಲ್ಲ ಎಂಬ ಧಮ್ಕಿಯು ಬಿತ್ತು.

 ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಪಂಕ್ತಿ ಎಬ್ಬಿಸಿದ ಮೇಲೆ ದೊಡ್ಡವರ ಪಂಕ್ತಿಯನ್ನು ಅಡಿಪಿಲ್ ನಲ್ಲೆ( ಅಡಿಗೆ ಮನೆ ) ಹಾಕುವ ನಿರ್ದಾರ ಮಾಡಿ, ಚಾವಡಿ ಯನ್ನು ಸಾರಿಸಿ ಮಕ್ಕಳಿಗೆ ಚಾಪೆ ಹಾಕಿದರು. ದೊಡ್ಡ ಚಾವಡಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಇರುವುದು ಒಂದೇ ಫ್ಯಾನ್.  ಮಕ್ಕಳಲ್ಲಿ ಫ್ಯಾನ್ ಕೆಳಗೆ ಮಲಗಲಿಕೆ ಜಗಳ ಶುರು ಆಯಿತು. ಚಿಕ್ಕಿ ( ಚಿಕಮ್ಮ ) ಏನೋ ಮಧ್ಯಸ್ತಿಕೆ ಮಾಡಿ, ಈಗ ಫ್ಯಾನ್ ನಿಂದ ದೂರ ಮಲಗಿದವರು ರಾತ್ರಿ ಫ್ಯಾನ್ ಕೆಳಗೆ ಮಲಗುತಾರೆ ಎಂದು ಹುಸಿ ಭರವಸೆ ನೀಡಿ ಜಗಳ ನಿಲ್ಲಿಸಿ ಊಟಕ್ಕೆ ಒಳಗೆ ಹೋದರು. ಹತ್ತು ನಿಮಿಷದಲ್ಲಿ ಚಾಪೆಯ ಬಣ್ಣದ ವಿಷಯವಾಗಿ ಮಕ್ಕಳಲ್ಲಿ ಜಗಳ ಶುರು ಆಯಿತು. ಒಳಗೆ ಊಟ ಮಾಡುತಿದ ತಾಯಂದಿರೆಲ್ಲ "ಜಾದೋ ಬೋದಂಡಲ ಅಂತ್ಹೊನದು" ( ಏನು ಬೇಕಾದರು ಮಾಡಿಕೊಳ್ಳಿ) ಎಂದು ಇನ್ನು ಮುಂದೆ ಅಮ್ಮನ ಮನೆಗೆ ಬರುವಾಗ ಈ ಮಕ್ಕಳನು ಕರೆತರಬಾರದು ಎಂದು ನಿರ್ಧರಿಸಿದರು. ಅರ್ಧ ಊಟ ಆಗುವಾಗ ಮಕ್ಕಳ ಗಲಾಟೆ ನಿಂತಿತು. ಅಯ್ಯೋ ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆ ಕಾರ್ಯಕ್ರಮ ಶುರು ಆಗೇ ಬಿಟ್ಟಿತು.

 ಅಂತು ಊಟ ಮುಗಿಸಿ, ನೆಲ ಸಾರಿಸಿ, ಚಾವಡಿಗೆ ಬಂದರೆ ಮಕ್ಕಳು ಚಾವಡಿಯನ್ನು ಪೂರ್ತಿಯಾಗಿ ಆಕ್ರಮಿಸಿದಾರೆ. ಇನ್ನು ಚಾವಡಿ ಸಂಧಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಕೆಲವರು ಮಲಗಿದರೆ ಮತ್ತೆ ಕೆಲವರು ಜಗಲಿಯಲ್ಲೇ ಪವಡಿಸಿದರು. ಎರಡು ಘಂಟೆಗೆ ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆ ಕಾರ್ಯಕ್ರಮ ಮುಗಿದು ವಾರ್ತೆ ಶುರು ಆಯಿತು. ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆ ಕಾರ್ಯಕ್ರಮ ಮುಗಿದ ಮತ್ತು ಯಾವುದು ಹೊಸ ಹಾಡು ಬರಲ್ಲಿಲ ಎಂಬ ಬೇಸರ ಕೆಲವರಲ್ಲಿ. ಇನ್ನು ನಾಳೆ ಮಾಧ್ಯನದವರೆಗೆ ಈ ಕಾರ್ಯಕ್ರಮಕ್ಕೆ ಕಾಯಬೇಕು. ನಾಳೆಯಾದರು ಬೇಗ ಊಟ ಮುಗಿಸಿ ಪೂರ್ತಿ ಹಾಡುಗಳನು ಕೇಳಬೇಕು.

ನನ್ನ ಬಾಲ್ಯದಲ್ಲಿ ಕನ್ನಡ ಚಿತ್ರಗೀತೆಗಳನು ಕೇಳುತಿದ ರೀತಿ ಇದು.

ವರ್ಷ: 2012

ಸ್ಥಳ : ಅಂಬಲಪಾಡಿ 

 ಆದಿತ್ಯ ನಾಲ್ಕು ವರ್ಷ ವಯಸಿನ ನನ್ನ ಅಕ್ಕನ ಮಗ. ನಾನು ಊರಿಗೆ ಬಂದ ವಿಷಯ ಗೊತಾದ ಕೂಡಲೇ ನಮ್ಮೆ ಮನೆಗೆ ಓಡಿ ಬರುತಾನೆ.

ಆದಿತ್ಯ: " ಮಾಮ, ಮೊಬೈಲ್ ಕೊಲ್ನಿ"  ( ಮಾಮ, ಮೊಬೈಲ್ ಕೊಡು )

ನಾನು : " ಜೆಗೆನಿ ಮೊಬೈಲ್ " ( ಯಾಕೋ ಮೊಬೈಲ್ )

ಆದಿತ್ಯ: " ಎಂಕು ಪದ ಕೆನೋದು " ( ನನಗೆ ಹಾಡು ಕೇಳಬೇಕು )

-ನಿತಿನ್ 

Getting Inspired..

INSPIRATION: the process of being mentally stimulated to do or feel something, especially to do something creative.

MOTIVATION: a reason or reasons for acting or behaving in a particular way.

I really did not hear much about these words till my 22nd birthday when I joined this big "Kuri Mandhe" called service industry. At that time I was a junior "Kuri" and after 5 years and hearing "inspiration and motivation" for 1000 times now I am a senior "Kuri". How much difference these two words made in my life is altogether a different story. Now its my turn to use these terms on some junior "kuris". This reminds of my lecturer who used call all of us as "Code Koolis". Having Said that I dont regret being in this " "Kuri Mandhe" as this is employing lakhs of indian middle class youth.

For me definitions of these two words are a bit different.
INSPIRATION: Some person, statement or action makes you to do something of your interest. That person, statement and action should be random and should not be intended towards me.
MOTIVATION: Some one asks you to do something that you may or might not be willing to do.

So its always better to get inspired rather than to get motivated. So question is what really inspires me?

There was this guy who was a perfect gentleman. Simple and Straight. His principle in life was to live with giving least trouble to others. Perfect family guy. I was amazed to see amount of trust others had kept in him. I was not really aware of his worth till he was with us. Later only I realized that most of my thinking, views and fundas about life are directly inspired from him. I will always remember and thank this guy for making me what I am today and also for taking care of a irresponsible kid like me for 23 years of my life.

I should also talk about this guy who stayed with us for a very short time some 25 years back. At that time he was in search of a job and later in my life I came to know that he has switched 10-15 jobs and did not stay in any job for more than 2 months. By the time I had grown enough to understand money he was setting up his new venture. I have seen him grow his venture from a small shed to something very big. Things did not change overnight and it took lot of time and hard work for him to reach his destination. I feel reason behind his achievement is dreaming big and passion to run behind the dream. He has always outperformed our expectation. I am not writing this because he made a fortune, but for the amount of effort he has Put in his "rags to riches" story.He has that courage to swim against tide which I never had.

YES. I never had that courage and determination to swim against tide and reach my desired destination. I always preferred to flow with river even though my destination was in opposite direction. I don't regret for this as most of the time flowing with waves and reaching a new place was more beautiful then my desired destination. Bottom line is I always accepted life the way it came to me and pretty much happy and satisfied with that.

I did my high school in a small village in northern part of Karnataka and I had a teacher in Social Science who was physically challenged. He had a normal body but his legs were too small to take his body weight and he used couple of sticks to help him. Everyday I used to watch him when he makes his long and slow walk to class room and then takes his own time to settle down. But as soon as he starts teaching his eyes will glow so much that it was hard to believe that it was same person whom I watched taking slow walk. I was really amazed to see the passion with which he used to teach and inspire so many students to excel. I reserved most of my study time for social science, just because I wanted to do well and get a pat on my back from him. At the end, I indeed did well in social science but I was not able to top in his subject.

I met this wonderful lady in a temple and was surprised to see amount of energy in her. My first impression was that she was born with a silver spoon and is damn rich. Yes, 15 years back I was stupid enough to think that more the money you have, more happy you will be. She used to teach some kids in a small village and had a very happy family. I used to visit her often when I was in that village and every time was amazed to see her sparkling eyes and her full of life attitude. She belongs to one of those breed of human beings who live their life to fullest and will be satisfied with whatever they have. I met her 4 years back in bangalore railway station just to notice that shine in her eyes has not reduced even a bit. Its often a wrong assumption that strong words inspire people. I was always inspired from people who had shine in their eyes and words hardly mattered to me.

I joined this new company and I was asked to meet company head for India division. He was from UK. For first five minutes we talked about his passion to run and upcoming marathon event. I registered my name for marathon just to impress my boss. I went to Marathon, collected goodie bag and then somehow ran away from that place without participating in marathon. I was a bit confused next day when he asked me for my timings. Later I was informed that my manager who happens to be 55 year old man has won that event for successive three years in this company. Next year marathon I registered my name and completed that marathon even though my colleagues at finish line got bit tired waiting for me to finish the run. That was the first time I ran marathon in my life.

Couple of years back I was asked by my family to meet this girl. I was amazed to see her optimistic approach towards life. She always sees that glass is half full. Never heard her cribbing about something or commenting on others. I happened to be master in commenting on others weakness and making fun of that. She always sees positive side of others and just ignore their negative side. Things worked out well and I will be spending rest of my life with this "Glass is half full" Girl. May be her "Glass is half full" approach was the reason behind she accepting a "Glass is half empty" guy.

It is very difficult to believe that someone gets inspired from Gandhi, Bose, Hazare or someone whom you he has never met. People only get inspired from others whom they meet and interact with.

I have not mentioned many names here. My Mom, bunch of sisters, big family, few friends, my inner circle and everyone who has touched my life in some way or the other.

So what inspired to write this big blog?
Satisfaction that I am going to get when thoughts get out of my head into this system.

There is not much difference between writing a blog and passing urine. You feel satisfied and relieved when waste gets out of your system, specially when pressure is high :-)

-Nitin

Appreciate your life..

There are many more important things in life which can go wrong other than failing an examination or losing a job or Indian cricket team losing a match. Don't take Life too seriously.

Power to forget..

I thought of writing something about human memory. I think human memory plays a vital role in deciding someones happiness. I am Happy today because I have the power to forget bad things and remember only good things.But unfortunately this logic does not work all the time because some times we will not be able to forget few bad things even after trying N number of times. We just cant delete few bad memories that comes back again and again to haunt us. Sometimes I wonder what is the logic in the brain that decides to store something and to delete something else. Life would have been so beautiful if I had the power to decide on things that needs to be converted from short term memory to long term memory. This would have helped me in deleting all bad things and remember only good things. But deleting all bad things is not a good idea cause I need to know my mistakes to avoid repeating it.

My grandfather was gifted with a diseases in his old age. His brain has erased all long term memory data. So he was able to store all short term data but not long term. He was a very happy man because he did not had any bad memories but I don't think he had any good memories either. His mood was constant all the time unlike us ( Neither happy nor sad...).

I was told that few thousands of memory cells will be getting erased every day inside human brain and at any point of time we can use only 6-7 % of our total memory capacity. That's weird to have only 6% of memory usage. But trust me thats a boon given by god to our race. Atleast I think like that.

List of Dont Cares..

Once somewhere I read this theory about garbage trucks. It says around us we will find lot of people pissed off from their lives and they are like garbage trucks and they will be trying to find a place to dump their shit. So its better to be careful with those people and don't let them dump on u. I thought its So True.

Even in my case I have seen so many people who just look like big garbage trucks to me. I just run away when they come close to me cause I know they will not make my life any better. They get this weird pleasure by getting someone into trouble.

So now I have made a list of Don't Cares. List of people whom I really don't care does not matter whether he is my boss or some very close relative. I should say these people have put in lot of effort to get their names listed in that small list.

Most of the time I really don't understand their actions. When my life is like still water, they will just come and throw a stone. So all my time and intelligence will be spent in controlling those waves and getting things back to normal. I really don't understand that mentality of throwing stones and then enjoying it.

As an example, There is this guy who did something intentionally to upset my family in most important day of my life and thus killed all the fun of that most important day.

So I guess there is only one way out of this. Just remember this list and make sure to stay away from them. As away as I can... Hope this works... Hope no one has my name in their list.. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha................

Once in Life TIme..

As I sat in front of her in Koramangala MacDonald, I was speechless and had no idea about things to talk. I was not expected to perform better than this as it was my first time. In life when u reach a stage where you are not sure of things to speak, then its better to concentrate on other things. And there was MacVegie and French Fries attracting all my attention.

This is not the first time I am seeing her. Actually she is no stranger to me. I know her from my childhood days as she is a distant relative of mine. From last couple of week I have heard so many things about her from everyone in my family, that I could have easily claimed that I knew everything about her. Even though I have seen her from my childhood days, this meet was a very special one. This was something which was going to change course of my life. Here I was not expected to meet a distant relative but someone with whom I have already decided to spend next 50-60 years of my life.

Still Its bit difficult to digest that I am getting married even before my 26th birthday. One of my this year's resolution was that somehow I will convince my AMMA that I am not ready for marriage. But Now I have to accept that this resolution failed even before entering month of Feb and somehow my AMMA won by convincing me that I am ready for marriage. But two weeks after this defeat, Now I am very glad that My AMMA won this battle and I got a chance to meet this wonderful girl. Mom's are like that. They always know exactly what we need.

Now Its almost 2 months after that speechless meeting in MacDonald and I am getting a feeling that Life would have been so good if I could have met this girl bit early. I missed some one like her in my life from so many years. Life looks much complete now. Until and unless you meet someone special in life, you will never realize how badly you are missing that person in your life. Only when we meet this special person we will know that life can be much better and complete than what it was in past.

So slowly this marriage news broke out in friends and family circle. I should say this news spread in a linear way among friends and in a exponential way within family. So many people got curious because of my sudden marriage decision and ask this question all the time.

"Nitin, Is this a Love marriage or Arranged???"

I have only one answer for this, "Its Arranged cum DEEP LOVE".

Nitin

Amritha Says....

AMRITHA

Once in life time… !! Ahem ahem.. I must rephrase it as ‘first time in my life’ which became the last one.. J After a discussion within the families, I was told that he wants to meet me before taking any decision… I was dumbfounded.. I was not at all ready for marriage.. I was still thinking that there is still time.. And one day when I heard this .. I didn’t know how to respond… I too am newly experiencing all these.. My heart was saying, “Please give me some more time to think.. !”… It’s difficult to me either.. But somehow managed to gain confidence and agreed to meet.

Here comes the day.. The day we decided to meet… I had come to office and whole day was puzzled so as to what am I to begin speaking… As everyone say that if I start speaking I will have lots of things to say.. But, but, but, how to begin .. I was clueless… With all these feelings, finally I started from my office which is situated in Electronic City to Mc Donalds in Total Mall of Koramangala.. All the way I was only thinking of how to begin my conversation.. how how and how.. A big question mark… To divert my mind away from this I started listening to music..

Finally reached the place… The place where I am to meet and speak … Found him waiting for me.. Greeted each other and entered Mc Donalds.. To be frank, my hunger had died off.. J But still placed order and we started speaking.. It was dead silence around.. Both of us didn’t know how to start.. Then we started off with eating.. and my hatest cricket match was going on on TV.. So, he was comfortable watching the same.. It was me who was in a confusion.. L

Finally the time arose that we both shared our views, which was a good part… We spoke about our life, work, family, frenz… and did we speak something about C***H ….. ;) No.. Can’t tell that.. confidential…

But that was a memorable moment that took place in my life.. I have never told this even to him till date which I am jotting down here. My decision of getting married to Nitin was a perfect one… I have found a wonderful life partner!! Loving, Caring and adorable person indeed.J

Couple of songs....

From Last two weeks Just listening to these two songs all the time...

Teri Aankhon Ke Sivaa Duniyaa Men Rakkhaa Kyaa Hai
Ye Uthen Subah Chale, Ye Jhuken Shaam Dhale
Meraa Jinaa Meraa Maranaa Inhin Palakon Ke Tale

AND

ye chaand saa roshan cheharaa, julfon kaa rang sunaharaa ye zeel see neelee aankhe, koee raaj hain in mein gaharaa taareef karu kyaa us kee, jis ne tumhe banaayaa